my travel bug is getting unbearable these days. especially now that Evan has gotten me a gopro for my birthday (a complete shock!) my mind is in the clouds lately. all I want to do is create create create. but really I mean record. Document. Capture. like I want to go to cool places and see cool stuff and do cool shit. and I want to capture it all so I can relive it over and over and over. And it’s a bit more than that really. I want to be with my friends, walking on some trail or drawing circles in the dirt with stick while we chat about what’s on our minds. I wanna spend an entire day at the beach. an entire week! I could spend hours upon hours with my head in the water, just simply looking at the reef and watching fish interact with each other.
Ugh. this post is making my heart ache.
HAHAHAHAHAHA MY STONACH IS LIKE LOL ITS ALMOST ONE AM AND UOU NEED TO WIRK TMRW BUR IM GONNAMAKE YOU PUKE ALL NIGHT HAHAHAHA FUCK YOU
i just filled out my planner & calendar with my work/frisbee schedule for the next month and i’m getting increasingly anxious because i’m so busy and ev is on an opposite schedule most days and i’ve only been to the beach once this summer and its truly breaking my heart.
super birthday hangs yesterday! excited to share about it later. but now its cleanin up this room (it looks like an explosion of clothes and leftover cake….) and listening to my birthday mix..THE DREAM LIVES ON
just remembering some inside jokes I had with gack and feeling super sad that no one else will ever get them.
i know we’re cool.
some people are winning olympic medals right now and i can’t get out of bed
sometimes I think about how sad I used to get over valentines day. I wish I knew how to love myself back then.