anxiety on high this morning weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
my body is feelin so sore but my mind is nowhere near tired. its up late and feeling sad and wanting to hang out with people who feel my pain.
I miss you, John.
27 years later, I still wish I could turn back the clock to the Summer of 1980. I remember everything – sharing our morning coffee, walking in the park together on a beautiful day, and seeing your hand stretched to mine - holding it, reassuring me that I shouldn’t worry about anything because our life was good. I had no idea that life was about to teach me the toughest lesson of all. I learned the intense pain of losing a loved one suddenly, without warning, and without having the time for a final hug and the chance to say, “I love you,” for the last time. The pain and shock of that sudden loss is with me every moment of every day. When I touched John’s side of our bed on the night of December 8th, 1980, I realized that it was still warm. That moment has haunted me for the past 27 years – and will stay with me forever.
December 8, 2007
Yoko Ono Lennon
having a really lovely morning and feeling good about myself.
so eat that h8erz.
The rainforest in Far North Queensland, Australia, has many wonderful treasures, one of the most striking being the spectacular glowing fungus which can be found on late night walks. This photo was taken after a night of quite a few long exposures capturing the otherworldly glow.
must show tuli
feeling intense cabin fever at the moment. just wanna get away!
my travel bug is getting unbearable these days. especially now that Evan has gotten me a gopro for my birthday (a complete shock!) my mind is in the clouds lately. all I want to do is create create create. but really I mean record. Document. Capture. like I want to go to cool places and see cool stuff and do cool shit. and I want to capture it all so I can relive it over and over and over. And it’s a bit more than that really. I want to be with my friends, walking on some trail or drawing circles in the dirt with stick while we chat about what’s on our minds. I wanna spend an entire day at the beach. an entire week! I could spend hours upon hours with my head in the water, just simply looking at the reef and watching fish interact with each other.
Ugh. this post is making my heart ache.
HAHAHAHAHAHA MY STONACH IS LIKE LOL ITS ALMOST ONE AM AND UOU NEED TO WIRK TMRW BUR IM GONNAMAKE YOU PUKE ALL NIGHT HAHAHAHA FUCK YOU